Update...

Man man man....things in my life are so up in the air right now. I just started a second job at Wal-mart. I'm a cashier, nothing too difficult. I hope everything goes well so i can save a little money between there and Steak Escape. I hope to buy my own car soon, thats one of my goals. Me and my boy Brandon have been talking about getting a place together, but I'm still not 100 percent on that one yet. I mean, it would be mad cool to be out of the wing of my parents...but i dont know. All of that depends on if I decide to go back to school. To be honest, i really don't want to go back to school right now. I don't think that it is for me. I like the college life, but I dont like the college work. It's so stressful, and I dont even think it should be all of that. But it is still to early to make my decision, I mean, it's only the beginning of the summer...

Things don't always work out like you plan them. You fall in love thinking that that person will always be there with you. Through the good times and the bad, the trials and the tribulations. Well guess what? That isn't always true. I fell in love thinking that I would never ever witness heartache or heartbreak. I was so in love with the fact of being in love that I forgot that not all that glitters is gold. I'm trying to let go, I really am, since she has seemed to have let go by leaps and bounds. It just isn't easy, because everytime I log on to facebook, i wind up on her page...or i find something in my room to remind me of her. I try to deny that I still love her, and I try to deny that I miss her...but...the truth is...
But I'm trying.

I can't wait until i get my Instinct S30. Im so tired of this busted up Rumor that I want to just throw it away. It's gotten to the point where i don't even turn my phone on anymore. Yeah its that bad. But July 1st is my day!!! Thank God for phone upgrades :-)

Well...I guess that's all. Untill next time :-D

N.B.Anderson